Feeling down today. Down about shoulds.
Today I "should" be 35 weeks pregnant, and have 35 days to go until my due date.
So frustrating.
I cried this week when I asked my boss for my EDD day off. I really don't want to be at work that day.
I'm pissed because I have always loved Valentines Day. I love it because I love:
• Red and pink and white
• Shiny candy wrappers
• Frilly, lacey heart shaped decorations
• Glittery heart accessories
• Making little valentines
• Exchanging valentine cards with Josh. We don't usually have plans for anything that day, I'm not a candy, flowers, diamond jewelry type gal. We always make each other cards and its really special.
This weekend I will plan what I want to do for my due date. I think I want to plant some flowers or something, and then spend the day with Josh.
I just want it to be simple and special.
