What feels the best?
- My amazing husband, who always cheers me up and listens to me.
- All the love and support Josh and I have received from our family and friends.
- That we will begin TTC again next month. I hope it won't take six months again.
- I am trying to be hopeful that since I am left-handed, and I only have my left tube, that that will somehow help me?
What feels the worst?
- That I can't stop keeping track of "where I should be"... I should be almost 19wks, almost half way there... I really need to stop. It makes me sad.
- The anxiety that someone I know will just announce that they are expecting. I (luckily...[sorry]) have not experienced this yet, but I am dreading it.
At this point, I feel like I will always be in the "healing" stage. I have been feeling better about things, but I am not sure what to expect each day. I need to focus on the positive... I have four good things and only two bad things, that's good, right??
It's been two months, and four weeks today.
We have one month, one week, and four days until we will be in Disneyland, on our continued TTC journey.
